ハートの余暇

I love reading the manga while listening to the drama cd,its so crazy cute!?and so addicted when u're hearing haru's voice ^^.
My leisure day is sooo perfect. :D

見捨てないで下さい。

"I’ve always thought, with regard to everything, that is was better for me to just hold back and restrain myself rather than risk the relationship falling apart; that’s how I’ve lived my whole life. And in fact I thought I’d done pretty well for myself, and I was satisfied with it. But ever since I met you, I haven’t been able to bear it anymore."

                                                                -Usami Akihiko-

こころの絵画 "Heart of The Painting"

It's been a long time since the last time i updated my blog. It's not because i'm lazy,i just don't have a topic or words to explain these days. There's nothing special lately. Ya..I have a flat world :)) .

Spending all my time with reading manga or watching anime, kinda bored, huh!?I need refreshment, spice up of my boring daily routine.

And yesterday while googling, i found something juicy. A painting by Chiho Makino.Aren't they lovely? They give me a fluffy and dreamy feeling, a feeling when you reading a fairytale story, if you understand what i mean. :)

And for your information,Chiho Makino also specializes in editorial illustrations for books and magazines. I love the book cover design which she's working on.

Les Baltringues by Ludovic Roubaudi

The Icarus Girl by Helen Oyeyemi

I Know This Much Is True by Wally Lamb

Miracle on 34th Street by Valentine Davis

素敵 ですね。

“I dream my painting and I paint my dream.” 

      -Vincent Van Gogh-

初恋.

Title     : Ashita, Boku wa Kimi ni Ai ni Iku (Sekai Ichi Hatsukoi Ending Song)
Singer  : Wakaba

君を好きだけじゃものたりない 

あこがれだけじゃ埋めきれない 

淋しさだけが 今日もリアルで 

今、会いに行ったら泣いてしまう 

僕は君を好きになった 

夕暮れの風のにおい 

僕は思い出して うれしくなる 

君の声 その笑い方 

僕は君を好きになった 

誰にもまだ言えてない 

ひとり思い出して うれしくなる 

その声 しゃべり方 

淋しい気持ち ポツリ 

好きな気持ち キラリ 

ふたつ区別がつかない僕は 

夕暮れに心つぶれてく 

I really love this song. The precise one to representing our first love.
Our 初恋. Reminds me how beautiful of that 初恋 feeling.

初恋 is the undescribe feeling that made us smile without any reason.

The radiance of the affection one.
The addiction of his/her voice, smile or gesture.
Heart raced when saw his/her figure.
Those simply things would make us happy.
The sensation of this feeling is like a bloom flower.
Ya, we are become a blooming flower when we had our first love.
Aah, what a joyful sentiment!?

"First love is a little foolish and a lot of curiosity."

Gerorge Bernard Shaw

What i thought at the beginning of the year?Are those things.

2013お歓迎 !!

Most of people kinda asking me, what is your resolution in 2013? your whistlist, your hope,your achievement, etc..etc.
Honestly, i dont have any resolution nor whistlist.
So, when people asked me about those things, i just smile.
I'm not an ambitious person. everything around me goes with the flow.
I never pushed something really hard.
But if i want to get serious with something, i'll do my best effort to achieve it.

Back to myself, for me there's no something special about these "new year" things here. It's just another year to live and passed.
Pessimist? no! i'm not a pessimist,if i'm a pessimist person i'll never doing my best effort to achieved something when i'm getting serious.
It's just i'm a no hard thinking and feeling woman. I never think and feel everything passionately.
I always think calmly and never show my emotions through my proposition.
Silent is golden.

I have to achieve my goal with no hurry, and enjoying the progress.
So, i can find a fragment of joy in my everyday.
And getting a pleasure from this.
That's why I never plotted my resolutions at the beginning of the year.
There's a lot of things to do and have to be done.

For me, there's no need talking big with your resolution or achievement.
Just keep those things to yourself. Do, done and show!
Resolution is something that you have to be done, not to show off.
You are writing your resolution on your twitter or facebook status that you have to do this and that.
Boasted over.
But, in reality?
What are you going to do in this whole year is slacking off.
Never getting serious, you have forgotten with your resolution.
You're just lost in your dream, in your goal.

Having a resolution is good. You have a goal for this whole year.
You have something that you should to achieve before "the next year" is coming.
So, there's no need to boasted your resolution.
Talk less do more, isn't it?

Your resolution is the representation of your transformation.

Give the best effort of it. Be serious with the commitment that have been made.

"...., we only have one life to live.  Since everybody has the potential [to be successful], I hope we'll all take an action and actually live it."

Gackt.

人生はなんですか。

人生はなんですか。

この質問 は頭の中で常に。

誰も知らない、あたしも。

たぶんそれはいつも謎だ。

答えを見つける必要はありません。
あなたの人生を生きる。

多分あなたは答えを見つける。

いつかですか。

               -Eka P. Agustina-

A Place For Us

"What ever may come,were ever you're lost remember there always be a place for us. Castles we build crumbles who dust don't worry there always be a place for us."

                                                                                 -A Place For Us-

This song always makes me feel comfort,relax and sad at the same time. 

"Life is interesting because there are things i'm bad at. It's interesting to challenge those things, right? A person who was good at everything would be boring. It's the spice that makes life fun"

-Gackt-

Yeah, u'r right Gackt! We live in our imperfectionist, but it doesn't make us become a loser. Life is interesting because of this. Cheers!!

友達

"Friends are people you can share fun times with"
                                                            
                                                   -GACKT-